I just wanted you guys to know that I am still alive and still pregnant. I have been struggling with staying positive about
still being pregnant....well, more trying to be positive about the fact that there is
nothing, and I mean
nothing, going on to even hint that my body is preparing to expel a baby any time soon.
I really want this baby to come naturally. And I really want my labor to progress naturally, which didn't happen last time. But each time I go to the doctor and find out my body isn't doing a dang thing, I get a little discouraged. I am trying to not let it get me down. I know God already knows when and how this baby is going to be born. And I know
He knows my desires about how I want it to happen. I am just hoping and praying those desires happen.
In the mean time, I am trying to keep my mind occupied with other things...things like decorating for fall and cleaning up after my toddler who seems to be into
everything at the moment. And I am pretty excited about hitting up a rather large pumpkin patch tomorrow. That should be fun.
And hopefully, just hopefully, in the midst of me living life, this baby will decide to come out on its own accord.
Your body can do it! And you are looking SO incredible it is insanity.
ReplyDeleteDarling. Just darling. I love how funny you are too ("Still pregnant" cracked me up way before I even read the rest of the post).
ReplyDeleteBut aside from the joking, I'm sorry it's taking so long and you'll be in my prayers too.